↑Sometimes, when life is feeling particularly difficult, I begin to wonder why I do certain things when it seems as though I will never get much in return. I can't help my mind wandering this direction in weaker moments, but I do not like to let this feeling in too often because, really, what is the alternative? To do nothing at all? A friend recently shared this poem with me, and it inspired me to keep trying at things, even when I feel like giving up, even when I don't see success anywhere on the horizon.
↑Failing and Flying
By Jack Gilbert
Everyone forgets that Icarus also flew.
It's the same when love comes to an end,
or the marriage fails and people say
they knew it was a mistake, that everybody
said it would never work. That she was
old enough to know better. But anything
worth doing is worth doing badly.
Like being there by that summer ocean
on the other side of the island while
love was fading out of her, the stars
burning so extravagantly those nights that
anyone could tell you they would never last.
Every morning she was asleep in my bed
like a visitation, the gentleness in her
like antelope standing in the dawn mist.
Each afternoon I watched her coming back
through the hot stony field after swimming,
the sea light behind her and the huge sky
on the other side of that. Listened to her
while we ate lunch. How can they say
the marriage failed? Like the people who
came back from Provence (when it was Provence)
and said it was pretty but the food was greasy.
I believe Icarus was not failing as he fell,
but just coming to the end of his triumph.
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↑Picture-A-Day:
Grey skies are going to clear up. From my office, evening.Listening to Papercuts.
